04 11 / 2011
- Why are you crying ?
- Someone is dead.
- Oh I’m sorry to hear that… Who is it ?
- Me.
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20 10 / 2011
31812) Eating is so much more difficult than not eating.
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)
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20 10 / 2011
That sad moment when the euphoria of progress passes.
And then you realize how far you still have to go.
And you feel awful.
And then you get off your ass and work.
19 10 / 2011
NEW LOW WEIGHT.
114lbs.
One hundred
and
fourteen
pounds.
114114114114. That’s how much I weight. Me, myself, this girl right here. 114. I cannot believe this. Cryingcryingcrying. And for once it’s because I’m happy. 114.
And I won’t be eating tonight. Mainly in celebration, but also because I’ll be with my boy. “You make me nervous, so I really can’t eat.” :) It’s true, though, he gives me all these butterflies that make me feel full of crazy insect wings and love.
So no food. For at least another 20 hours. And I feel amazing. I feel like I have finally done something right.
My head hurts, my body hurts, my belly hurts, my eyes are heavy, and I need to rehydrate.
But 114.
That number makes it all better.
-14 til I get to 100.
I have officially lost 21 pounds since school ended last year.
Shitfuckgoddamn.
114.
144.
114.
114.
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